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Nirvana in the Delivery Room

This past week has been intense.  The birth of my first son has brought my wife and I so much joy.  There were many emotional decision points.  Luckily, I married one of the most resilient women God ever created.  From Saturday’s all night labor to Thursday’s triumphant homecoming, it has been a once in a lifetime experience.  I will never forget it.

With that said, I wanted to share an article I read during our extend hospital stay.  My brother linked Remembering Nirvana’s ‘Unplugged’ to me via text.  I am so thankful that he did.  It came at a time when our nerves were on edge.  In addition to calming those nerves, the article also connected me back to this blog and why I started it in the first place.

Nirvana’s unplugged performance took place on Nov. 18, 1993.  My son was born on the 17th, one day shy of the show’s 20th anniversary.  It may just be a coincidence but I think it’s a pretty cool one.  There is something about that performance that connects all my musical tastes together.  The show transformed Nirvana’s heavy sound and opened me up to other acoustic acts like Bob Dylan and Neil Young.  After unplugged, the soundtrack to my life became fuller, more rich.

This change was profound because one of the great bonds in life is music.  It is something that connects us all.  Some of my greatest life moments center around jamming at live shows flanked by my Dad and my brother.  From Bob Dylan and Leonard Cohen concerts to homegrown music at our family reunions, I cannot think of two other men in this world I would rather have at my side.  For this reason, I hope to have the same musical connection with my son.  While there are no guarantees in life, surely having Nirvana in the delivery room was a good omen.

Best Lines:  Remembering Nirvana’s ‘Unplugged’: Cobain’s Battles Nearly Pulled Plug on Classic Appearance (Chris Willman)

Pearl Jam from side stage

Pearl Jam 10/30/2013 (Charlotte)

I’ve wanted to share my impressions of the Pearl Jam concert I attended in Charlotte on 10/30 for some time now.  Fortunately, the birth of my baby boy delayed my efforts.  This life changing (and affirming) event has easily surpassed anything I have ever experienced.  It was the best concert I will ever attend and I had a front row seat!

With that said the other concert, Pearl Jam, was great.  I went with my friend Dave and we had a blast.  I even managed to sneak down to the floor and get some pretty amazing photos.  The band hadn’t played in Charlotte for 10 years and they definitely made up for lost time.  The show was phenomenal!  In many ways Nirvana and Pearl Jam are my generation’s Beatles and Rolling Stones.   Seeing them made me long for that fruitful period of Rock n’ roll that defined my youth.  I often wonder if a new set of bands will ever be allowed to define music the way the bands from that era did . . .

Best Lines:  Pearl Jam plays long, plays hard in Charlotte show (Théoden Janes)

Hello world!

“I can’t see the end of me 
My whole expanse I cannot see 
I formulate infinity 
Stored deep inside me”

Curtis Kirkwood, Oh Me

Welcome to Formulate Infinity!  I have started this blog as an exercise in self-expression.   Since my youngest days I have been an active writer but after college  I lost my way.   Perhaps it’s the pending birth of my first child or the realization that Pearl Jam is now drinking age.  For whatever reason, I find the desire to write renewed.  Part of this yearning to write stems from the fact that many of my creative efforts center around work.  While these efforts have been very rewarding, I want to create a space that is less compromised and more personal.

For this reason,  Formulate Infinity is long overdue.   I will cover topics that encompass a variety of interests.   Blog entries will include observations on music, technology, writing, sports and, on occasion, politics.  I will also provide my own creative writing entries when time permits.

Formulate Infinity’s name stems from one of my favorite lyrics.  I first heard the phrase when I played Nirvana’s Unplugged album. The record revealed a previously unreleased track, “Oh Me.”  While the song was originally written and performed by the Meat Puppets, Kurt Cobain’s confessional delivery left me completely transfixed.  With Nirvana, this was nothing new. One of the great things about the band was that they always referenced the artists that inspired them.  In this instance it was the Meat Puppets.  In other instances it was Leonard Cohen, Sonic Youth or the Vaselines. Whether it be through their music or through interviews, the band always lead you to new discoveries.  To me, the very best blogs provide the same type of connections for their readers.

 Formulate infinity.  Stored deep inside of me.

I have always interpreted these lines as a call to do something lasting.  Something that comes from within.  Something that is true to your beliefs and values.  Something that will hold up to the test of time.  Hopefully my writing will reflect my core truth and will make a lasting impression on my readership.

In addition, a special thanks to John Gruber (Daring Fireball) and John Moltz (A Very Nice Website).  Their work inspired me to find my own space to fill.